AJJ AJJ - miscarriage

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why does life begin and end at a point and never seeming to be endless pain, why is my time split from wondering how i could have been and to what i am now. i was once growing fast and good like any ordinary child yet i was still in mums tummy when i saw the light and i realised i was leaving, going for good. i see the tunnel light and its coming fast. i ask mum where am i going and eww whats this sticky red stuff coming out me and you, why am i leaving my warm comfortable house as i m not ready to leave. i hear you crying and screaming mum why are you screaming like a banshee who's about to die and than it hits me hard the light so bright and beautiful and there is no more......................... as i see the tubes sticking out of my pretty woman and feel her warm, arm as she breathe the shallow sexy breathes of life i am torn and hurt yet i am still stone cold faced knowing that my child is there infront of me coming out of her and holding her in my arms as this beautiful being's spirit ebbs away to god. i see her looking at me wondering where her child is and why she cant feel it kicking, holding her tummy like the future is still to come tears coming out slowly like a volcano ready to erupt. bang i am lost and confused don't know what to do or say so i hold her in my bussom as she cries day and night clouds fly by tomorrow is today, today is tomorrow. AJJ AJJ poemhunter.com/poem/miscarriage-5/